The Once and Future John by Colum Hayward
Collected articles on St John the Divine and his relationship to Jesus, ranging from who he was and how we relate to him, to his death (or non-dying) and his currency as a teacher for the Aquarian Age. John, with Mary Magdalene, was the first of the disciples to see Jesus after the resurrection and is known as 'the Beloved' because of the special estimation in which Jesus seems to have held him.
The articles appeared in the White Eagle Lodge magazine Stella Polaris, but the little collection contains new material also. Two of the articles are on Jesus himself.